
Though it may seems that everything looks dark and uncertain around you but remember this. you are like a lamp post in the night, having the ability to shine brightly and smiling even when darkness engulfs you. so belive in youself and smile always no matter where you are.
Today, our results came crashing down on us like a tsunami and kept coming one after the other within a short period of time. So short that we have lost track of time, checking our paper for any mark errors and absorbing the unchangable truth. No joy non happiness can be felt but rather an atmosphere of dissapointment. I was so overwhelm by how reality hit us that i was emotionless, rooted uselessly onto the ground instead of doing what a man should. Care. My heart sank looking at faces. Souless looking but filled with emotion. I hope to see smiles sufacing from a bed of roses, thru those torns they stayed strong. Smile.
I have improved, from 29 to 54. Well i still need to improve further, i need to grab hold of the handle on the rapid train next year as tight as possible with all my strength and i must be able to find that seat. The seat into a university. Knowing this i have to start planning just like playing a game of chess. The right moves finds the checkmate.
Thats all i have to say. Smile as you are the lamp post.
P.S: ~~ Marcus~~ (Wish you were here)